it deeply painful dude
internal and external pain and such

dysphoria killing you inside
discrimination killing you outside

it's no fun

sorry for the vent

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mary4 wrote to All <=-

it deeply painful dude
internal and external pain and such

dysphoria killing you inside
discrimination killing you outside

it's no fun

Well... is it too late to un-do the choice you made?




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--- mary4 Said ---
it deeply painful dude
internal and external pain and such

dysphoria killing you inside
discrimination killing you outside

it's no fun

sorry for the vent
--- mary4 Done ---

I'm sorry you are having a rough go... A close relative of mine is a trans woman and I see what she has had to go through. Often scared for her life because there are violent, bigoted people who take every chance they get to challenge her right to exist and just... Live her life. Breaks my heart. One thing I know for certain, I don't think she would be around today if she hadn't gone this route. This can be a shit world sometimes.

Hang in there, I'm rooting for you.

.jA
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dysphoria killing you inside discrimination killing you outside

Big hugs mary <3

I don't know if I can offer any truly meaningful advice, but I hope you can find your way and live authentically. The world is a brighter place for having you in it. :)

Cheers,
RetroSwim

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Well... is it too late to un-do the choice you made?

yeah xD
I like being a gender that matches me
the euphoria is worth it. really worth it! <3 i feel so much better about myself! <3

also i am in deeply in spooky occult stuff

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I'm sorry you are having a rough go... A close relative of mine is a trans woman and I see what she has had to go through. Often scared for her life because there are violent, bigoted people who take every chance they get t challenge her right to exist and just... Live her life. Breaks my heart. O

it's very rough for us....

thing I know for certain, I don't think she would be around today if she h gone this route. This can be a shit world sometimes.

yeah this world is quite bad

Hang in there, I'm rooting for you.

thanks mate

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Big hugs mary <3

I don't know if I can offer any truly meaningful advice, but I hope you can find your way and live authentically. The world is a brighter place for having you in it. :)

Cheers,
RetroSwim

ooof i feel this hard

thank you! i now genuinely am

Strangely enough it turns out i am a angel.
(i am not having symptoms of my mental illness[mania, psychosis, or depression])

When i am sound of mind i feel wings on my upper back..
like an energy projection. it's a strange sensation honestly.

also my head is radiating a lot xD

my life has been fully 180" since that post from me
My loneliness is gone and i feel safe.
Mental illness whats that? i am not having a scrambled mind but a clear one.


Craziest month ever
I am now deep in the occult...

I HAVE SEEN/FELT/SENSED/HEARD SOME SPOOKY STUFF, MATES!

had to get this off of my chest too xD

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mary4 wrote to Gamgee <=-

Well... is it too late to un-do the choice you made?

yeah xD
I like being a gender that matches me
the euphoria is worth it. really worth it! <3 i feel so much better
about myself! <3

Well, that's good! I guess I don't always get that "vibe" from you,
based on your posts.

also i am in deeply in spooky occult stuff

Wonderful.


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yeah xD
I like being a gender that matches me
the euphoria is worth it. really worth it! <3 i feel so much better about myself! <3

Well, that's good! I guess I don't always get that "vibe" from you,
based on your posts.

IIRC, the message you originally responded to wasn't a happy one. Glad
that mary4 is feeling better about themself.



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Mike Powell wrote to Gamgee <=-

yeah xD
I like being a gender that matches me
the euphoria is worth it. really worth it! <3 i feel so much better about myself! <3

Well, that's good! I guess I don't always get that "vibe" from you,
based on your posts.

IIRC, the message you originally responded to wasn't a happy one. Glad that mary4 is feeling better about themself.

Yep, and yep. ;-)



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